2019 has been rough, yet so beautiful. I don’t know about you but for me, its been a year of realignment and stepping into a new role/new life. So here I am, feeling uncomfortable and confused. Some days I feel as if I don’t know how to step one foot in front of the other.
It is absolutely beautiful to step into a new life. We grow, we transform. We part with the old ways of life and start something new with new possibilities and hope. At the end of 2018, I was able to pick up my things and begin a new life in Salt Lake City, Utah. I thought that life would automatically reset and my ‘New Beginning’ was that moment. It has been so far from what I expected. It has taken me an entire year to get my footing in my new home. I am starting to learn my surroundings. My support system is finally coming together. I have found people I genuinely know will be a part of my life, and have a purpose.
Some days I feel so off and lonely, but there is so much hope, and so much growth happening each and every day. Yes, life is mostly just being played day by day, but life is so perfect. Even better than perfect, it’s beautiful.
I am so very blessed to live the life that I live. Each day I do what I want to do, I live the life I want to live. There is no explanation that needs to be given for the way I live my life. More and more, my life is focusing on my personal contribution to this world. Healing is happening all around me. More than ever, my life is filled with purpose and living the life I know that I am supposed to live.
Faith has been the key word of 2019. I have had expectations for what my life was supposed to look like. This year has not gone the way I expected, but I feel full of hope in the process. I know there is a plan that is slowly starting to unfold. In time, it will all unfold. Even though we think we know what the plan is, we don’t. There is always a plan we do not understand until we are at the end of the road. Faith keeps us going. We gain an understanding of the why behind our life experiences. We grow.
So as we close out this year, remember the lessons and be open to change. Sometimes the life that is planned for us is bigger and better than what we imagined. Cheers to a new year and new possibilities!